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[Feb. 13th, 2005|12:34 am] |
| [ | mood |
| | On the verge of having one anxiety attack too many. | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Thatcher On Acid - Big Jobs | ] |
"KKKKKKKKKKKKSHHSHSHSHSSSSSSSSSSSSHSHSHSHSHSHHHHHSJSSJKSKDJIUDJKSSMNNNK...FLUSSSSSHHHHHH!"
Wanna know what that noise is? Thats Life putting my Dick in a Garborator and flushing it down the fucking toilet!
Hows that for a first post in a couple months? |
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| A look into why I am the way I am... |
[Feb. 13th, 2005|01:54 am] |
| [ | mood |
| | Pissed right the fuck off | ] |
Aichmophobia- Fear of needles or pointed objects.
Agateophobia- Fear of insanity.
Anginophobia- Fear of angina, choking or narrowness.
Angrophobia - Fear of anger or of becoming angry.
Apiphobia- Fear of bees.
Athazagoraphobia- Fear of being forgotton or ignored or forgetting.
Atomosophobia- Fear of atomic explosions.
Ballistophobia- Fear of missiles or bullets.
Cardiophobia- Fear of the heart.
Chronophobia- Fear of time.
Claustrophobia- Fear of confined spaces.
Cleithrophobia or Cleisiophobia- Fear of being locked in an enclosed place.
Clithrophobia or Cleithrophobia- Fear of being enclosed.
Dementophobia- Fear of insanity.
Dishabiliophobia- Fear of undressing in front of someone.
Dromophobia- Fear of crossing streets.
Dystychiphobia- Fear of accidents.
Gerascophobia- Fear of growing old.
Gynephobia or Gynophobia- Fear of women.
Harpaxophobia- Fear of being robbed.
Hoplophobia- Fear of firearms
Hylephobia- Fear of materialism or the fear of epilepsy.
Hypengyophobia or Hypegiaphobia- Fear of responsibility.
Iatrophobia- Fear of going to the doctor or of doctors.
Iophobia- Fear of poison.
Limnophobia- Fear of lakes.
Lygophobia- Fear of darkness.
Lyssophobia- Fear of rabies or of becoming mad.
Maniaphobia- Fear of insanity.
Mastigophobia- Fear of punishment.
Mechanophobia- Fear of machines.
Meningitophobia- Fear of brain disease.
Monopathophobia- Fear of definite disease.
Motorphobia- Fear of automobiles.
Mythophobia- Fear of myths or stories or false statements.
Necrophobia- Fear of death or dead things.
Nosocomephobia- Fear of hospitals.
Nosophobia or Nosemaphobia- Fear of becoming ill.
Nostophobia- Fear of returning home.
Nucleomituphobia- Fear of nuclear weapons.
Nyctohylophobia- Fear of dark wooded areas or of forests at night
Nyctophobia- Fear of the dark or of night.
Odontophobia- Fear of teeth or dental surgery.
Odynophobia or Odynephobia- Fear of pain. (Algophobia)
Panthophobia- Fear of suffering and disease.
Parasitophobia- Fear of parasites.
Peccatophobia- Fear of imaginary crimes.
Pharmacophobia- Fear of taking medicine.
Phasmophobia- Fear of ghosts.
Philophobia- Fear of falling in love or being in love.
Phonophobia- Fear of noises or voices or one's own voice; of telephones.
Pneumatiphobia- Fear of spirits.
Pnigophobia or Pnigerophobia- Fear of choking of being smothered.
Polyphobia- Fear of many things.
Poinephobia- Fear of punishment.
Radiophobia- Fear of radiation, x-rays.
Rhabdophobia- Fear of being severely punished or beaten by a rod, or of being severely criticized.
Sciophobia Sciaphobia- Fear of shadows.
Seplophobia- Fear of decaying matter.
Social Phobia- Fear of being evaluated negatively in social situations.
Soteriophobia - Fear of dependence on others.
Spectrophobia- Fear of specters or ghosts.
Spheksophobia- Fear of wasps.
Taeniophobia or Teniophobia- Fear of tapeworms.
Taphephobia Taphophobia- Fear of being buried alive or of cemeteries.
Technophobia- Fear of technology.
Tetanophobia- Fear of lockjaw, tetanus.
Tomophobia- Fear of surgical operations.
Toxiphobia or Toxophobia or Toxicophobia- Fear of poison or of being accidently poisoned.
Traumatophobia- Fear of injury.
Tremophobia- Fear of trembling.
Trypanophobia- Fear of injections
Vaccinophobia- Fear of vaccination |
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[Dec. 10th, 2004|08:06 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | Like a sack of fucking shit | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Battle Of Disar-Disarm Or Die | ] |
Iris, you have no idea how bad I feel, Holy shit. I was going to call you the second I got through the door wednesday day but couldnt..the story is as follows (i dont care how outlandish it sounds). I got in the car after school wednesday and asked my dad how his day was, he was like "shitty" so I asked why. He said "Today while I was mopping up the kitchen floor, the phone rang so I went to get it, after I was done talking, I set it on the counter and 5 minutes later I knocked it into the bucket of water with the end of my broom! It fucking blew up!" So thats why I couldnt call you. I even went to a payphone I wanted to talk to you so bad last night! But there was no answer...So theres my story, I hope you arent TOO mad at me because I seriously feel like a big enough sack of shit for 324097328597 people to be mad at me.
So, I'm really sorry and I miss you so fucking bad!I dont why we havent been spending as much time with each other but its kind of fucked up . I still wanna raise sheep with you and everything, you're probably the only thing in my life right now that makes me feel good.
Honestly, Your asshole boyfriend- Sam |
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| I will break the artificial chains that bind and consume my soul... |
[Nov. 14th, 2004|10:13 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | Fucked. | ] |
| [ | music |
| | A//Political-When... | ] |
I officially been knocked on my ass. And I'm pretty sure I like it.
Chaos punx you worthless cunts
What the fuck do you stand for
You stupid shits you fucking dicks
You're just the system's whore
Cheapening our movement under the banner of chaos
Circling your A's but the fucking point is lost
You've turned our movement into another fucking clique
A fashion parade of drunken idiots
Punk was once freedom from the binds of society
But you're just a bunch of puppets fooling nobody
Punk was a revolution for a social change
But now it's just a bunch of kids who look oh so strange
Fucking shit! Fuck that!
Fuck you, you scoiled brats!
You deam you're punk rock 'cause your tattoo says so
You act out your role in another pathetic show
You're undesirable casualties just another fucking nuisance
Just some old little kids fulfilling an illusion
The system created for you to play
Willingly and cheerfully I'm so punk rock you say
Well punk isn't based on how much beer you drink
How big is your hair or how much you stink
Whether you look punk as fuck or grey and dirty
Or how much of an asshole you can possibly be
Your outward apperance and snot nosed antics don't mean fuck
If you think there's worth in that you're shit out of luck
Punk is a revolution withinitself
a revolution within our minds
An expression of anger
towards this hateful humynkind
Punk has no boundries
On class, age or race
or any other bigotries
Society creates
If we want punk to be a threat again
Not just by the fashion police
We must start to fucking think
And bring society to it's knees
(And fight for fucking anarchy & peace!) |
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| "...And I see you as my queen, unmistakeable, flawless beauty. So take me by the hand my dool, and h |
[Oct. 18th, 2004|09:56 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | ...Getting better. | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Yeah Yeah Yeah's-Modern Romance | ] |
There's alot of pressure right now at home and at school and it really fucking sucks. All I can say is that the weekend is really all I look forward to so I can spend time with you. To be as frank as possible; you just make me feel better and forget about everything. And I"m sorry about being a shy little boy but I cant really help it because you make me nervouse....and I like it. So thank you for being there, even though you dont really have to be because, well, I dont really ever have anything significant to piss and moan about.
Long story short: You're sweet as pie and I <3 you to death!
...Look, you made me get all mushy! |
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| I can understand why hermits are hermits. |
[Oct. 2nd, 2004|11:42 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  frustrated | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Did He Jump?-ZoundZ | ] |
Well, things went well for what? A day and a half? No I'm back to being pissed off and stressed out. Fuck, I wish things would just go smoothly for once.
I think I'm just gonna start staying in on weekends, theres no point in going out. If anybody wants to see me they can visit me at my house, I guess. Its getting ridiculous and while its worth the effort to go out, useless bickering isnt what I need right now. I just want the fucking weekend to come. Fast.
Pee Ess: this isnt about a girl or friends or any of that. |
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